my feelings :)

i just want to describe about my feelings now .
first , i feel so bored -_-
second , i feel so lonely and i realized that i was alone except with you
third , i feel so stuck on you , and i really-really want to change my feelings for you .
i know you're not for me and i'm not for you ,
but why you always makes me melt if i got some texts from you? -_-
do you know how much i waste my time just for waiting you?
do you know what i feel when i see you give me a big hope and then make me dissapointed ?
you know what i feel? i feel like trash !
you come to me if you need me .
and with my stupid attitude ,i always forgive you and hope you can understand my feelings .
but what i got ?

you go with her .
leave me alone .
can't you see i'm here?
waiting for you , give you my true love ,
can't you see that?
the answer is ................ BIG NO !!
because you never care to me .
you never feel my love , you just give me that hopes .
i hate it now , i hate everything about my mistakes in the past ,
i hate when i'm feel so confused to tell what happened with me , i hate it .
i just know i was fall in love .
and it very hurts when i know you never want to know that i miss you everyday , i was thinking about you everytime , waiting for your text message , GAH !

thankyou for come to my live , makes my day , and give me so much hopes .
thankyou for everything , i know you're always be my friend, and you'll never be mine .
thanks . :')